October 2009
7 posts
words i need to tell the world
dear anyone,
im in love with love. love is all, all is one and one is all. love is my religion. i do my best to love. in my world, love gives me everything i will ever need :D numbers rule me and words fill me. i will fill as you spill. the forbidden fruit taste great. life here is wonderful when you learn to control your own fate. even destruction has its beauty. in the world of right and wrong,...
souls related to another kind, i am not the kind you consume. had i let you take me, i’d be empty to the point of never becoming full. you waste your sad cries with a burst of anger, where even the sweet you spit is simply bitter. so indulged in hate, your emptyness no longer feels love.
your feet float like christ,
and all is well i was told it would be quite nice,
anyone who gets on there knees and drowns,
well i’ll be damned,
god takes care of himself, and your feet float like christ.
“sit and think for awhile, and you’ll realize that you still die, if you’re not...”
– think long
yayyy
tonight, raechel, ihop, beach, n0irx aka patrick and whatever else after that.. maybe even some scooooooby snacks
“whats a pound of flesh between friends”?”
– music
September 2009
28 posts
lucid dreaminggggg
next to another lucid dreamer, how lucid indeed
“sometimes all i really want to feel is love, sometimes im angry that i get so...”
– modest mouse
with night like fire, i will surely burn to the ground
fuck@#$%^&*
holland, i need you!
this mood enough to kill me.
why?
haha fuck i love that everyday is a new day.
“you’re a bat”
– ya im definitely a bat
a quick fact of my own
last night i went back in time.
right before the car hit a brick wall, flipped in the air, lit on fire, and hit a tree. oh i went back all right, went straight back to her words, “i want to go over the wabasso bridge”. had we picked those other 2 up, had we gone over that bridge, theres no way we would have all survived. lucky for me i didnt pass over that bridge until last night....
“i was uh, branching out, that’s when the cannibalism started”
– japanther; because i miss yetha
“i think this god, is on a permanent vacation”
– modest mouse
i’ve got the biggest smile in my head.
my brain is smiling.
i’ve got the biggest smile in my head.
my brain isn’t lying.
financescope
The more things change, the more they stay the same. This is true no matter how radically different your lifestyle seems now. If you want to know exactly which things are still there for you, block out the frivolous and focus on the ones that really matter.
dream of sleep
the omens they speak, telling tales of warning and sacrifice. they scream for you to listen. they’re more aware then we are of our own waking day. time and consciousness reverse.
you’re an omen to the world now with the choice to act on your thoughts, or listen to the world in your dreams where you understand feeling. but we ask ourselves, is it possible to face feeling alone?
time...
i think it comes soon, but i always do "lawl"
its news to me
damn those evil fucks,
singing songs about rape & murder.
would have considered it a joke, had it not been so descriptive.
i’d like to run into you, just for you to see the evil that lives within you.
“I wish you would just show up on my doorstep. Not with anything special, just...”
– (via eletheowl) (via thezombiefailed)
night be good
should have slept when i could hardly keep my eyes open, but atleast now this is open for some thought. the night is good, goodnight
hmph
“she is not my lover, but she loves me so”
- the words of man, but had they been from me… the she would say he.
“when will it fall apart enough to make sense”?
luckily for me…. it already did <3
another blast from the past
analysis. call it analysis if you will….
it started on a friday, in scorching august. this day had to of been planned for. sleep, clearly not a friend of mine. on this day, like most others, it consumed me. and as usual, even the beauty of it was frightening. im done asking is time even means anything. i suppose i choose not to know, but its hard to deny a feeling. feeling might even be the...
lets go back for a minute.
just to remember, because sometimes its nice;
“im here. im home. home of all places, the one place i didnt think would seem familiar. and didnt think i would see such familiar faces . im not sure i wanted to see these faces at all. you’re almost a shitty reminder, most of you here have been a reminder. i see who we all are and who we used to be, im not sure i’d like to remember...
Act one and beyond; creation
one- consciousness becomes created. create your consciousness.
two- formless and empty. as empty as we come, as full as we arrive. “darkness” the black hole of our consciousness. “in your empty space you can create anything”
three- if there’s darkness why not light? lets call the dark an opening for evil, and the light a space for only good.
four- if we allow...
ever read the bible? muhahah
“Isaiah” 55:10-11
3 syllables (eye) (see) (aah!)
(55:)=(5+5)=(10)=(1+0)=ONE!
(10-11)=(11-10)=ONE!
All is one, one is All.
Call yourself your own god, and you may just be in gods world.
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I’ve heard that two rutting elk can lock horns for over a day. Of course, humans in a power struggle can easily exceed that, especially during Scorpio’s Moon. Power issues are raised. But what’s likely hidden is the truth about where that power lies. One opponent overthrows another, hoping to capture power. But is it really there? That’s the contemplation this Moontime....
i knew you as the nice leo lion
once upon a time you saw me.
you might have even seen more then me.
i saw you once as well through words but as soon as i saw your face i was too afraid to say a damn thing. im not sure ive felt that kind of fear.
you’re like the lost and found. but in reverse.
found and lost.
its all good but thats besides the point.
all you see now is your reflection and your inlove.
thats ok as...
top of the day
slide, let it slide away.
id glide away if i could. not physically.
in belief.
id take all of you with me, in statement.
the statement to understand what was there.
what was there and where i was.
i was not in fear.
my mind was not in death.
my life felt glory.
goddog showed me the side of being a savior.
the power with no ego.
the gift with no giving, but a thought with a show.
i’ve wanted...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :D
when time stops, and im invincible.
ive melted into endless tiny peices.
find me if you’re searching, you’ll see me.
dont know me, wont see me.
you’ll most likely love me if you hate me.
this earth is heaven.
last century was “7”.
im “8” and i unfold. truth be told. uUnfold.
we’re all nines when you saygoodbye you the baaaaaad thyme.
its...
dear love,
21:46] n 0ir X: Woman.. [21:46] n 0ir X: There you are. [21:46] n 0ir X: Haha [21:46] oui mata: hello there [21:46] oui mata: whats up?!?! [21:46] n 0ir X: ‘Sup? [21:47] oui mata: fucking amazing shit [21:47] oui mata: and yourself? [21:47] n 0ir X: Nada mucho,mami. [21:47] n 0ir X: Debating whether or not to drive to orlando tonight. [21:47] oui mata: you fucking knoooow me dont you ...
fur real
sensitivity, such a nice coexistence.
my worst enemy was my best friend.
i let that best friend go, and ive got the greatest now.
shy away from fear.
keep it up, the beginning that is.
as of now words can only be enough,
some day anything and everything will be enough.
the day we’re absolute beginners again.
waiting with patience
assemble!
once i waited for patience,
as much as patience waited for me.
i’ve got my arms wraped around you.