just to remember, because sometimes its nice;

“im here. im home. home of all places, the one place i didnt think would seem familiar. and didnt think i would see such familiar faces . im not sure i wanted to see these faces at all. you’re almost a shitty reminder, most of you here have been a reminder. i see who we all are and who we used to be, im not sure i’d like to remember who i used to be…..

sadly and oddly you make me think of who i’d like to think of when im alone. shes gone, not here. were gone but fuck were here. and shit we all remember her. good days, good nights.

this is the time of question yet again. when all does not seem good and well. not what but something. hah i knew something was going to happen today. it was a dream of something good, good enough to not be good. but i’ll make it that way eventually. goodnight. and goodbye.”